Frustrating...?

Mon: My stupid Leg and 1st day of school limping...

Tues: My stupid Leg and 2nd day of limping...

Wed:
1.Finally get to see a Chinese Sinseh and got my 1st break while watching click
2. But Funny is The frustrating week started just after the plate of hokkien mee opp Century Square

Thurs:
1. My stupid Leg and my basketball team. More tirning stuff at night... But glad that it was resolved.
2. Thanks Derek for makin it bearable... Hasn't been smiling ;)

Fri: My bball team... The relief came in the form of my MNO lesson... Funny guy man...
I mean the lecturer.
Sleep at 2am though.... Y? I don't know how, but to reassure my brother is difficult... But his fears is indeed very real and i hope i've done enough to make sure he's on the right track

Sat:? The saga continues............. And i still can't play for my team...

I don't know, i also really dunno... I do not have all the answers, somehow, i am always answering questions from a lot of people... Not yet a crisis, but i hope whatever i've said, done wont have some serious repercussions on me or any of the guys involved... I do not want to... But somehow when people around me starts to get weak, i keep telling myself i have to be sturdy and strong...

Will continue...

Glum

Really Glum
School started, but i haven't been smiling and laughing as much as i can...

Leg's crocked...
Studies getting really difficult...
Getting some personal worries...(Whatever whatever)

ALready feeling down even without working yet...
Powerful man, alan...

See how u going to ride this out...
DUN tell me that i can ride this out... Cos i really dunno what will happen in the future...
Nobody knows, and there even is an exact answer to what i supposedly thought there is...

Dun understand???
Never mind...
Dun Understand lor....

Whenever, i hear singaporean national day song...
It us manage to stir up whatever patriotic feelings that were inside my heart.

This national day prove to be no exception, except that i didn't manage to hear the medelley of naional day songs.

But what i heard was xiao ren wu de xin sheng loosely translated as voices of the everyday man.

That struck something instead...

For all those who listened to this song before, can't help wondering what is the motive of the song, which touch on the blessings of being an unimportant person, with no major worries and all those kind of stuff... Somehow the song manage to propangate that one should be happier being an unknown, and best still, don't even need to try to bother major affairs. Leave it to the VIPs please...

Howver 2 points to take note though...

1. Are we being happy that all major decisions regarding affairs of say, the state are being taken out of our own hands? Do we have a choice? Do we really need only George Yeo to negotiate the FTAs on behalf for Singapore? In actual Fact, i think the answer is no. In this new world, obviously nobody is indispensable...

2. Do the everyday man on the streets had no wories of his own? he does has worries... Loans of his flat, his children's education... His Career? His Family... Would all these be solved by $$ alone? Probably not but having $$ does help to a certain extent...

And Should we all strive to be the everyday man down there???