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Talking to Jackass really helps, i guess...
We were almost of the same calibre, and having the same apprehensions about our not so bright future. Uncertainty, that's the word, and Jackass really wouldn't ming being a screw up Englist Teacher, becaquse of the stability it provided...

But, i've passed up that chance...
Maybe they don't find me suitable, but i am definitely not willing to teach something i dislike... Think that would be a career suicide...

It's really good to let out all the apprehensions and frustrations out to someone who is experiencing the same thing.

However, that said, i feel that things had come one full circle... Though i still yearn for one stable life, i am now much more equiped to carry on fighting... After all that option is unavailable anymore, and if i am giving up now, that's it man....

"Take him on..."

Well, we were a good match for the opposition isn't it?
Team Supa makes it...
As usual we won our 1st match.. And we got our free jerseys for an hour's work...
Me? Maybe for 3mins work... Anyway...

Just wanna let it it all out...
Why can't i be as carefree as her?
Why am i always like that...
I think i know the answer... Somehow, i just couldn't leave her. I am really fighting with my inner devils right now. Can i see her just one more time?
Somehow or rather, i am blogging more.
Just couldn't leave her, and i think i am getting mad...

Team Supa was brilliant, and yet, there is little joy in me... For the 1st time, i can feel the drecreasing importance of basketball in my life... Was really wishing to fly to C.Q. then... Though i am quite useless on the court... There's really little joy. I wish to be with her... really...

Maybe it's just getting too much for my own good, after 4 months...

Challenges Ahead...

Right now... One Consumer Behavior Project, One Consumer Behavior Test... And One FInancial Tutorial...

However

In the long term...
To hell with the Navy Advertisment abount Nick's life... I would rather lead a life which is stable rather than experiencing upheavals every now and then...
And a stable life constitutes not having to worry about bread and Butter issues...
Enjoying my job to be...
The time to pursue what i want, including enjoying the wind blowing at my face...
Life's beautiful now... Can i jus keep it the way as it is now?
To be with dear...
March 19th... A special Day...

Super sore...

Guess it's time to be back...
Life's been so smooth sailing and nice to me, that i've slipped into comfort over the past few weeks... However reality can be really harsh, if one stays inside his comfort zone, unchecked for too long.

Super sore, Head jus couldn't stop hurting...
Dunno what's wrong with me, and there's like so much things to do nowadays
Talking about dreams... Do not get me wrong, i will definitely encourage anybody to follow his heart...
But i did a reality check and i m glad that i actually took the chance...
However all this could change in the near future... Should be responsible to all those around me, especially when it's so hard to realise it and there's such an lucrative opportunity out there. I mean lucrative. I do know about my limitations, and i realise i am finally never going to make it, given the strength of the field... It's better to be more realistic now, i guess... However, never give up till it's no longer possible...

Right now, i am really awed by the amount of talent in EC. Too bad, like me, i guess most of them, will be wasted talent at the end of the day... There just isn't enough places for all of us...