I am Alan...

Life is always full of contradictions...

Sunday, January 21, 2007

Whatever, whatever, whatever. Doom to fail

For whichever path the almighty one decides for me, i am definitely having a not so smooth time right now.
I dun really noe what i am going to do. After 25 years, can really solve my own problems? Or have i been living in own dreams, being too comfortable and do know how to survive, if i ever get to e real world.

Grades, education, the ability to think, i really think i have all these things with me right now. But for the path in the future? It just seems so lost. Work as an economist? Being an economist in charge of m y own life has never been this harder... Optimising between choices and choices, alternatives and alternatives... I am starting to doubt my own abilities, but of course, i can't let certain people know. For i am almost the most precious to them.

must snap out of this debacle, but i dunno how and dunno when i will be out of it...
May the almighty one be there to guide me, as always throughout my journey in life.... He has been there for me, almost everytime...

Saturday, January 20, 2007

Project Superstar

Haha...
This 2 gonna be my most favorite's videos of Project Superstar
Simply the Best...

1. http://youtube.com/watch?v=cImChTlt5DE
2. http://youtube.com/watch?v=R536uTGGO24&mode=related&search=

Monday, January 01, 2007

2007

Better write all these down first before i forget... Happy 2007 or unhappy 2007? (Previous Post)
Anyway... If your HP digits end with these four digits, you know that you are in my list of very very good frens. I might had been performing the disappearing act for most of the times, but i suppose this is the best opportunity, to say again, how much you peeps mean to me. Don't worry, there are four of you, and all of you are all guys... in no particular order.

1. 0350
2. 0333
3. 7687
4. 6737

You peeps are really frens i want to keep for life...

Was in HG mall, just now, and the food there is really not bad. We had food in one of the restaurant down there, named Xiao Xuan Feng, courtesy of Yating who introduce this place to me. Really enjoyed the la mian there.

Was wondering if the both of us, are feeling stress from the environment around us. MOST of the times, it's really not only about the both of us... Which make certain things quite difficult. How wonderful if things are just about us only, and we can do whatever we wish to do, without really bothering how others will think. Of course, a host of reasons perhaps prevented that. But i suppose, the most imprtant reason should be one of RESPONSIBILITY.

You can do whatever you like, but ultimately, you still have to be responsible to the pple around you, especially those who are important to you. That is simply too difficult to ignore.

Happy 2007...