I am Alan...

Life is always full of contradictions...

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

ok...sorry retracted...

Wanted to say sorry to one of my good fren...You noe who you are and we sorted drifted away ever since i moved to Sengkang...i am not the only one juggling many balls...Yah i know that...
But i really miss you n the other guy...
Sianz... i cannot really lose my best frens...

Think i will be sad...
Yah...U r right, i dun need to say sorry...
Haha...
Hopefully.....

Sunday, October 23, 2005

"Kapala Juboh" : Staff Munir...

Was with her in Pasir Ris Park yesterday for some recreation n food. And guess whio i saw!?
It's the greatest staff sergeant of all time...
Staff Munir...(Ok...he's no staff right now)

Wow, how should i describe it? I was simply escatic and delirious... Well, ever since i've ORDed, i've not seen him, and what a nice gesture for him to roll down his windscreen and say hi to me!( Well, as she pointed out, Munir could just drove on without giving me a hoot). He was the one who really MRF into the force that it is now. Great! Though i am very sure there would be many who would disagree, but why should any of us care? He's take good care of us, and make us wear the MOPP suit with courage and pride. And most importantly, I've really matured being under him, and really understanding the meaning of responsibility.

"Simply for what we have preservered, the world does not know and it's not up to them to judge"
"Kapala Juboh!"

Guess Members of the MRF will always remember this....
Munir...You are the greatest leader i've ever worked with...

Friday, October 21, 2005

The Legend of Ngee Ann

20 Oct to 21st oct...

As usual, i was at the starhub centre yesterday to walk her home from ACCA. (Of course, she was from Ngee Ann too) when i saw Chee Yong...That bloody boy, as according to "the goat" was that he decides to give up basketball with us for soccer in some faraway place. Damn... Well, i was quite pleased to see him, and tried to talk to him. Obviously i was too preoccupied (not by her!) by Public Finance and the whole idea of EXTERNALITIES! Anyway, hasn't got much time to talk to him before he scampered away. Real Disappointing.

On the way back to her place, surprise, surprise.... Zhi An shouted out to me along the way. This lad is a current Ngee Ann boy, who's superb ball playing skills had been extremely instrumental in bringing the past 3 Top 4 finishes to Ngee Ann Secondary. Well, i sort of lamented to him that with the introduction of the 5 day week in Ngee Ann, the old boys just couldn't make it back on the weekdays to play with them. What A Pity...

Obviously, it was enjoyable to be back in tampines with her as usual... Tampines don't seem to miss me though, with many subtle changes taking place slowly, day by day. The track getting its shape, and changes to TM. Well...too bad, i am no longer staying in Tampines.

However, this morning, i ran into Nicholas! A friend from Ngee Ann, i was going to school from Tampines MRT ( Well, i was staying with my aunt after sending her home :p). What had intended to be a sleeping session on the train quickly regenerated to a reminiscing session about the good old days. The evil plots plotted by the doctor, the victims, the one who claimed that he betted ONLY 50cents and was apprehended as well, the runaway cast as well, as the one that saw his future disintegrate away, as the years go by...(It suddenly dawned on me, what an evil epic we were part of then!) , but in the end we both had to agreed that those were the best days that we spent our lives in(The stupid G League sessions, the soccer sessions for even as short as 15minutes :) , as well as the daily ritual of copying homework.... No doubts about that, those were the days, that we don't even care what the damn world is...

As he left his seat in Tiong Bahru, His back was all that remains though... :-)

Monday, October 17, 2005

You are Beautiful......

Well, captivated by her beauty, I have to admit…

Money & Banking test proves to be a Final Theory Driving Test in disguise. Absolutely a test of facts, and little analysis. It’s either you know or you dunno. Period. Let’s hope I m the latter rather than the former in this case. Haha…
Mid term wise, don’t think I’ve been screwing up badly, except for the Money and Banking Essay which I got a B. Think I’ve been satisfied with how the season is going to be and being shaped. Now it’s really getting prepared for the final dash across the line. After that, I will have a long long and enjoyable break. (Cannot make it man, already looking forward to break before exams :p)

Back to yesterday… So fun, I’ve enjoyed being in Tampines Mall with her! Or rather anywhere with her. She’s so gentle that I think it’s really my fortune to be able to be with her for the past 4 months. Hmm… It’s been 4 months already, and 3 months of bliss… Hope she takes care of her health though with work and studies taking a toil from what I’ve observed… L

Haha… Think I am too dependent on her already…

Wednesday, October 12, 2005

让我点首歌给你听吧

记得那天你坐在我的面前
你的意愿很明显等我的表现
我说改天等我有足够时间
我一定给你一次完美爱情的宣言
多想抓紧每一瞬间
只怕故事已是昨天
才明白忽略是我最大的缺陷
我真的好想再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切只为换回你
如果时间能够为你而倒流
真的好想牵著你的双手再说一次我爱你

回忆已经没有你在我面前
看什黱也会感到厌倦我闭上双眼
多想两个人盖一张被
一同刷牙一同洗脸
才明白错把机会
借给了明天
我真的好想再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有一切只为换回你
逃避原来不是面对的道理
看清自己种下的可惜
重复後悔的延续喔

我真的好想再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有有一切
只为换回你逃避原来不是面对的道理
看清自己种下的可惜重复後悔的延续
喔我真的好想再说一次我爱你
我愿意放弃所有

Sunday, October 09, 2005

Rotten rotten week...

What a rotten week... Blasted by my mum 7 days ago and my dad 6 days ago for not trying hard enough. I guess i deserve it at the end of the day...

I will never forget...and i shall not as well. It shall serves as a timely reminder tat studies is the most important right now. And focusing is the way to do things. I have to try...haha...

Anyway, what was so rotten 7 dats ago was quickly replaced by the trip with her that was so enjoyable yesterday night back in street 11. :p

Saturday, October 01, 2005

7/9 = Fail Exams

7/9 for econometrics seems to be a good score...isn't it?
Sadly, the fact isn't...i am among the lowest 20% in the class...what i can i do? Tell me please...
What a disastrous outing...i am dead, dunno what i can do to keep abreast with the chasing pack... i am really losing touch already...