I am Alan...

Life is always full of contradictions...

Saturday, February 18, 2006

Wont be Crushed so easily...

I have to regain the seige mentality fast
I wont be crushed so easily
Been living in blissfulness, that i might have forgotten how to fight...
Mustn't lose that instinct of course...
3 mid terms to test myself...
Everything been smooth sailin so far...
Thanks to dear...

It's now time to fight...

Or never...

Thursday, February 02, 2006

Fateful Day...

This is my closest brush with death in my 24years of life...
I will not forget what happen today...
I even went to pray today for fear of Fan Tai Shui before the debacle...
And who knows, that might had save my life...
I was left trembling after the whole debacle...
I left to reflect, and how easily i had affect my whole family, relatives included...
I thought of the ones i love, and i thought of Dear...

I love you all

Till then, i will never know when i will have the courage to attempt again...