I am Alan...

Life is always full of contradictions...

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Numb...

Seriously don't really feel a thing right now...
Maybe i will be tense up tomorrow,
Maybe i will be worried tomorrow.
But now...
I am more worried about my future than results tomorrow...
Nevertheless, i will cross my fingers... And hope everything goes well

4's still the number...

Monday, May 15, 2006

Learning real slowly... Can i survive???

I've been really picking up things very very very very slowly...
And i think i've been screwing up at whatever i've been doing... Be it at work or at play...
Dunno why keep on screwung up... It's been a long time since i felt so lousy...
Now my face is that of a nervous one and one which lacks confidence...
Think this is the place where i can seek some solace by spelling it out....

Got to buck up.... I certainly dun wan pple to think i m a good for nothing....
I know i am not...
Unfortunately things jus sort of screw up
haha

Sunday, May 14, 2006

Work is Good

This is, i think one of the rare moments where i see economics in action. But when the crunch comes, i have to say that, whatever i've learnt in school all seems to be too theoreotical, and lagely useless to a certain extent, of course unless one can apply whatever been taught in school in the everchanging world there in a matter of few moments.. Otherwise, the financial world is really spiralling too fast to apply any real useful and meaningful concepts...

Of course, this is where brains come in... Now i really marvel at the brilliance of the so called leading economists... Statistical regression and all those nonsense... I can safely say, the real world had no time for all these nonsense... Now u noe why professors need come up rith theories to explained what had happened with previous data... The genius actually lies in predicting to a certain extent what will happen... nd i dare say, the pple down at my workplace though are trained in the financial sector, but i dun think they will use any sophiscated methods or whatsoever. Likewise, i will hope to achieve such proficiency in the discipline that i've choosen in.
Simply Marvellous...

Life is really short... Treasure those whom u will like to treasure, guys...
Laugh and make merry for as much as u can, cos there really isn't enuff time to feel down and out
;P

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Dating StrengthsDating Weaknesses
1. Open-Mindedness - 72.7%
2. Optimism - 71.4%
3. Kindness - 63.6%
4. Flirtiness - 62.5%
5. Generosity - 60%
1. Appearance - 88.9%
2. Lack of Essentials - 58.3%
3. Insecurity - 53.8%

Dating Strengths Explained
Open-Mindedness - You are open to trying new things and entertaining new ideas, and this widens your pool of available girls.
Optimism - People are drawn to your positive outlook. Your optimism attracts others to you.
Kindness - You treat other people with empathy and goodwill. This positive trait helps you stand out and draw people into your warmth.
Flirtiness - Flirting is a good way to break the ice, and you are a pro at it. Being flirtatious will open up many dating opportunities.
Generosity - You are a giving person by nature. Others will see this quality in you and recognize your kind nature. Take care not to let others take advantage of you.
Dating Weaknesses Explained
Appearance - Devoting a greater effort at making good first impressions is a must. Try to be fit and develop a style if you want to catch a girl's attention.
Lack of Essentials - Dating is difficult for you because you lack certain key things, which may include private space, a car, money, or a nice wardrobe. Work toward obtaining these essentials!
Insecurity - Your insecurity makes you doubt yourself, but you must learn to love and trust yourself if you want to succeed in dating.
Dating Strengths and Weaknesses Quiz by Dating Diversions

Disaster

Think this is the most disastrous outing so far...
It really ranks right up there with M.A. screw up, 2 more days of screwing up, i guess...
This really isn't going my way...
Dunno if luck is finally running out for me...

On the other hand...
The Prosperity & Progress party just wouldn't give up... I think we should hear some serious issues, seriously... After all the Party's only 9 days long... Will they still harp on it after the Party's over? We will see...
However, The Democratic group of Singapore is going to get it after the party...
Haha... Best of luck to them...

Willie Tan's module next...
I hope to stop the rot...