Affairs of the heart is always complicated, n yet sweet

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Actually i don't want to talk about it anymore.

I was enjoying my Anchor beer when i received a call from XXX. Haiz...how difficult can the affairs of the heart be for an individual. XXX ask me aboit certain things about his love so far. What can i say? I was equally sad as well, and i emphatised with him too. If i find it tough in this love arena, his is going to be much worse. I told him what i think should be told to him. But as i told him what his actions are going to be, that was this constant voice in my head reminding myself about my plight. But i've already decided on the path to take, but not him.

Keep feeling complicated and yet sweet. Dillema for XXX and me...Think it's gonna last for some time.

For both him and me...

淋过雨的空气疲倦了的伤心
静静收起的伞底泪的痕迹渐渐退去
我一个人鼓起勇气跟着时钟一格一格的前进
推开窗等待阳光等待着清醒
我记忆里的童话已经慢慢的溶化爱不是这样
而你偷走我的时间曾说过的誓言你还在乎吗
我不想孤单的坐在回忆里逞强
时间回不到最开始的地方
只想这样吹着风慢慢顺时针遗忘
我一个人应该可以
想起爱过之前原来的自己
或许那样的天真我已经回不去
也许我懂得寂寞比相爱容易
我记忆里的童话已经慢慢的溶化爱不是这样
而你偷走我的时间曾说过的誓言你还在乎吗
我不想孤单的坐在回忆里逞强
时间回不到最开始的地方
只想这样吹着风慢慢顺时针遗忘
等到明天继续放晴几乎忘记下过了雨
爱在心底留的签名总会慢慢退去