安静 or Heaven Knows? Why not both at the same time?

Why I live in despair '
Cause wide awake or dreaming I know she's never there
And all this time I act so brave I'm shaking inside
Why does it hurt me so

只剩下钢琴陪我谈了一天
睡着的大提琴安静的旧旧的
She's always on my mind
From the time I wake up 'til I close my eyes
She's everywhere I go
She's all I know

我想你已表现的非常明白
我懂我也知道你没有舍不得
And though she's so far away
It just keeps gettin' stronger everyday
And even now she's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me where do I start 'Cause it's breaking my heart
Don't wanna let her go

不用担心的太多
我会一直好好过
你已经远远离开
我也会慢慢走开
为什么我连分开都迁就着你
我真的没有天份
安静的没这么快
我会学着放弃你
是因为我太爱你

Maybe my love will come back some day
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find a way
Only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope and pray
'Cause heaven knows