听海

As i walk past "Chuan Guan Zi"this afternoon, the familiar voice and the tune of A mei's song too sang out long familiar memories as well. I was grinning, unexpectedly. Memories of the past looked so sweet and innocent then. No regrets, but i could have been more courageous then. What i could have done then, nobody knows.

写信告诉我今天海是么颜色
夜夜陪著你的海心情又如何

But one fact remains then, i am too timid, and really a useless bugger only capable of playing ball and performing on the court then. Sometimes i really wonder how she's doing right now. Jiajie was the one who realised who i had an eye for then, when i make the detour to the bus stop that she normally boarded instead of going to the one that i am suppose to be going. In the end my best buddy, Young Lee had to keep asking me to concentrate on the basketball instead of throwing glances at her during PE lesson then. Going to the food court in Tampines Mart with Young Lee was indeed borne out of an urge to see her again...and again...

我揪著一颗心
整夜都闭不了眼睛
为何你明明动了情
却又不靠近

It was the talent quest of 1998. Perhaps, no...It was the thailand trip of 1997 perhaps, when i was so impressed by her rendition of 值得, when she had to performed in the tour coach without any preparation. Or perhaps it's the song dedication then where she dedicatedA mei's "bad boy"...
Perhaps Perhaps....

听海哭的声音
叹息著谁又被伤了心却还不清醒
一定不是我至少我很静
可是泪水就连泪水也都不相信

Bloopers after bloopers.
The most glaring, perhaps was the one that i chased after her to the bus stop after being encouraged by the members of the g league, only to end up giving stupid excuses like" they asked me to" upon probing. Sinkai and Swee Long, too ploted the only movie to date i had with her then. "Armageddon" in fact was the one. Unfortunately though, I was too mesmerized by her to enjoy the show. My heart was beating wildly then, and the only thing that was really enjoyable was the song "I dun wan miss a thing" in the end..

听海哭的声音
这片海未免也太多情悲泣到天明
写封信给我就当最后约定
说你在离开我的时候
是怎样的心情